Thursday, October 30, 2008

My writing journey

I was pretty reluctant to write this post but a friend recently suggested that if I want to be understood more clearly then of course I've to be clear to others about myself and what I think.

Over the years I lost my ability to express myself in a more personal fashion and geared towards being opaque in my personal postings to the point that even Robert Langdon cannot decipher. Or to quote Shanice, "too cangih".

My background in blogging/writting was rooted in writing economic and political commentaries/articles in Blog City where I first started writing in 2003. I don't think it was even a blog but more of a net-based current affairs column with the exception that readers can comment and the added intereaction.

I was active in writting back then dishing out my comments and analyses on a regular basis. Each post took me an average of six hours to write and often forgetting about meals in the process. It was a very holistic exercise for me as I really do enjoy writing on current affairs. My activeness peaked when one of my commentaries was published by The Star under my usual pen-name, Benkaiser.

Over time I earned a small base of readers who would give serious and constructive feedbacks.

In hindsight I find it pretty amazing because a couple of posts discussing the possibilities of the future are realities today. One of it was about Air Asia which back then was a major minor peanut in the commercial aviation sector. I wrote about its prospect of surviving in the domestic market and it needs to branch out to regional destinations to survive the onslaught of competitors from Singapore to Thailand.

The wow-part for me was that the strategies I suggested on what Air Asia could do in the regional market is almost an mirror image when it first started venturing out of the borders.

Another wow post for me was about Penang, titled "Reinventing Penang" in which I wrote about the future of the state moving away from manufacturing and increase its reliance on service sectors. This was way back then when both the federal and state governments were comfortable being in that static position of relying Motorola, Intel, Seagate and other manufacturing giants.

Years later, the federal government launched the Northern Corridor project and now the current state government embarking on service-delivery improvements initiatives, which are so crucial to the northern jewel state. Many of these developments are like echoes of what I proposed.

By now, some of you may think I am boasting myself but I am just writing what I feel. That is all.

Moving on I closed down Blog City due to other commitments and moved on to Xanga where I started personal blogging. I found it fun writing about the going-ons of my life and friends in college which most of time I tend to dramatize but keeping to the facts. In a way it was like writing parodies or in the context of a novel. This was when I'd alot of creative licences.

But somehow over time, with the intrusion of personal problems and issues, those creative licences were slowly banned one by one after I migrated to Blogspot. My writing became vague, shorter, irregular and sometimes pure no-brainers. Without realising I actually lost my ability to write about myself, my life.

I was still going strong in serious writing but mostly confined to academic subjects with a lot of focus on hard finance. Slowly but surely my blog became a pariah to many, if not all readers having no idea what I was writing about.

Fast forward to present I started writing more again but mostly work-based. Recently I became a de-facto chief of information and research who is responsible for managing and publishing all the writings for the firm's e-newsletter. It is like being a magazine editor and so I've to do alot of solid research on taxation, accounting, economics, business, politics and other related topics as the articles are targeted at clients and general readers.

I am happy to take the role as way before I joined workforce I entertained the thought of joining business publications like BRW as a business writer or back to university and do a PhD so that I can become a full time researcher and get my research papers published in journals.

This is my journey in writing thus far and if given the chance to have those creative licences back I would be more than happy to have them again so that you-know-who-you-are won't complain so much :p

PS: I've a lil weird liking for writing legal/charter codes like those stuff in the legislation books.

Monday, October 27, 2008

Taking the calculated risk

By now many would have felt the chill from the fast slowing real economy and probably started cutting down unecessary expenses and draft a whole new budget much tighter than before.

The combination of value whitewash in the stockmarkets and job security is a daily worry. Even the central bankers do not know what will happen tomorrow, so what more for the laymen?

Over some round of beers and already counting down towards Christmas my friends and I were planning our annual Kris Kringle - the main highlight was that we have decided to cut down the maximum value of each present, limiting it to $10 this year compared to $15 in the previous year.

It is not so much of the presents but the process of guessing who bought you the present counts, but still money counts anyway. For some of us the 1997 Asian Financial Crisis wasn't a too distant memory. It is still pretty fresh in my head.

Instead of guarding the purse zealously I've gone the other way instead when almost everyone is spelling property as D I R T Y. Due to some pressure I've to commit into this heavy landed transaction but only after some intense negotiation over the titles.

No doubt it will be a big blow to my purse and this is when financial planning really kicks in - draft up a comprehensive budget and stick to it like your life jacket for which failing to do so can cause some real financial pain. And it is really painful......

Oh well, real life economic 101 lesson came abit too early for me. The principle of allocation of scare resources is oiled up and working its gears. In other words I bought the opportunity cost.

But I believe that if the plan is well drawn out and executed then it shouldn't be a problem :-)

Thursday, October 23, 2008

Current mood: ........


Borrowing from Tokyotimes.org here is how I am feeling at the moment - crunched


Me-Crunched

I just discovered myself to be a listed share in this market, Life Market 6.6 Million Index, albeit one with high beta, probably above 2 which means I am pretty risky.

There was a huge potential for capital growth but also a deep hole for a massive loss on the other hand.

I am able to chart the course of my life which could rival the major world indices. This stock was quite resilient and even managed to defy the gravity of the credit-crunch crisis until ....yesterday.

While the current market turmoil is a result of the credit crisis which in turned was caused by the housing bubble, incidentally I am being affected by..well.. property.

The impact is so great that I have halt dividends payout because future earnings per share growth is close to nil. Price/book ratio took a hit as well and its now almost at 1:1 and possibly fall lower.

In summary - Performance Outlook for Benkaiser Share: Low
Recommendation: Sell

P.S: Because I am high risk the return will also be high if you decide to invest or speculate in me.

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Just a little update

There's nothing much about to write as it has just been work, research and sleep. Yea the usual routine. I am just dropping by after having finished an article for my senior partner.

Anyway I was asked by someone to blog and so I now oblige to satisfy that person's craving for my bland and technical posts that seem pretty sexy to that person. For this I've a little comment on the current financial turmoil:

"The whole process is a negative feedback loop and the cycle continues (downturn to recession) until the equation is reestablished at the lower stratum from which the recovery process (economic recovery) will begin...."

It is not exactly right that I don't have anything else to write besides the finacial market but at the moment I am racing against time to complete a range of outstanding tasks. But I reckon there will be more posts after next week.

Friday, October 3, 2008

Gaining Momentum

It has been a week since I submitted my proposal to the management in response to their call to employees to provide ideas for practice management improvement. The feedback was pretty overwhelming.

The senior partners liked the idea and gave the greenlight for me to lead and implement the plan, which could be quite revolutionary in practice management.

On that afternoon I received a letter from the management - it was a surprise to me as I didn't expect it at all. But I guess it was like a reward for my participation.

Taking baby steps the plan is slowing being implemented and so far things are going well based on the latest feedbacks.

I guess when you see an opportunity and with good ideas, don't hesitate to speak up and if possible, do it. You will never know if you don't ever try.
 
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